today and today alone

today is a lazy day. a day to rest. a day to recover.

but of course, my brain won't do that. it never does.

lying there, i wondered, what do i want out of life???
time to take stock. but that kind of question annoys. frustrates.

what DO i really want out of life???

career? i had it and i have one i love now.
purpose? i think , yes. i have it
what
what
what else??

and then it hits me.

maybe i'll just change the way i think.

instead of asking what i want out of 'life', i'll just take it little by little. ergo, what do i want out of 'today'. and that's it.

instead of looking at the big picture and always needing to know what, when, where, how and why, i'll do it this way.

what do i want out of today?

that's it. tomorrow will be tomorrow.