now i know why

no wonder i'm so messed up!

ok, first, to explain - due to me having finished ALL my work and am on the verge of going insane out of boredom, i decided to look at zodiacs and star signs. yes, i don't believe in it, but oh well, since i'm free and i don't know what else i haven't read or wiki-ed.

anyway, now i know why i'm so messed up. or rather, now i know why i have such conflicting tendencies and personality.

apparently, i was born 'on a cusp', meaning, i was born on the day when the sun supposedly changed position or something, and therefore, i have traits of TWO different zodiac signs. for me, they are the Libra and Scorpio sign.

so let's see what they say ....

ta da!

Libra
Your element: Air
Your stone: Opals
Life Pursuit: To be consistent
Vibration: Unsteady
Libran's Secret Desire: To live an easy, uncomplicated life

Scorpio
Your element: Water
Your stone: Topaz
Life Pursuit: To survive against all opposition
Vibration: Resilient
Scorpio's Secret Desire: To triumph

ok. look! as a libran, i am unsteady and wants an easy, uncomplicated life [true. yeah, sometimes feel so] but as a scorpion, i try to survive against all opposition [competitive?] and i desire to triumph ?!?!?

see. now i know why sometimes i feel like i can move to the rural english countryside and milk cows for the rest of my life. and sometimes i feel like i have to be in new york, manhattan, ruling the world.

and then, as a Libran, "Librans can switch off from the world around them [yeah, ask my sis. she always says i should move to an island and live alone]. many Librans manage to conjure up a most independent life. They can escape into obscure role playing - and often this makes them extremely successful business people. When it comes to romance and love, Librans can be difficult to fathom"

and then, as a Scorpion, "Scorpios lead fate filled lives and have intense and dramatic personal relationships [yeah, sure?]. Even as children Scorpios are often found to be wise beyond their years [as i said, i'm ancient]. Passion, desire and power go hand in hand for Scorpios. Their biggest challenge and test in life is choosing between the power of love and the love of power [i thought as a Libran, i live a contented life?]. Coming to grips with their extraordinary emotional depths and sensitivity isn't easy for those around them [again yeah. i know my family wants to kill me 360 days of the year]. They are different from all other zodiac signs and this difference has them walking, working and loving to a different beat. Others can often live with a Scorpio partner for years, but not really know them. Much to do with a Scorpio remains a secret. [true, true, true] Their eyes often blaze with feelings that words never express, and beware on the days or nights they hide their feelings behind dark glasses, there is likely to be a storm of some kind brewing."

ok, too much. i'm tuning out. not the bible to me anyway, but sure shows why i contradict myself all the time.

haha.

ok, got more work suddenly.