change again

i'm thinking [and that's not good] haha. well, not 'not good' but when i think, it's also when i start to formulate ideas. vague dreams become steps and concrete plans. random thoughts become things i wanna do. and more often than not, i go on impulse.

but this time anyway, i'm thinking, but i'm not thinking of anything specific.

yes, i'm being random again.

there are so many things on my plate right now, so different, so ..... all over the place, i can only stare at them. grouped together, they are mind-boggling. separated, they pull me towards totally differing directions. but that's not altogether bad i guess.

was talking to a friend and he was remarking how i seem to always be moving about. and you know what, that seems to be my life path.

i've always wanted to bring change. and it turns out that change is a very big part of my life. careers. locations. circles ....

of course, change is the one constant thing in everyone's life but much more so in my life. i guess it's because i've always accepted that change is inevitable so i embrace it. most of the time, people fear the unknown. resisting change is common. and people rather stay in a comfort zone than venture into unfamiliar territory. for me, since i know change is part of my 'destiny', i go all out and jump right into it. sometimes i land. sometimes i flop. sometimes, i just go ... whatever. nothing lost, so let's try.

scared? yes of course. but it's going to come anyway, so ... just go for it.

sometimes it's unsettling. you learn something. you think you're getting the hang of it, and boom, you've got to unlearn and do something new again.

anyway, just a random rambling post about changes in my life.